There is alot going on around me now, large emotions lives changed and even the worst lies in the balance of things beyond everyone.
I am going to try to rant, we shall see how successful I actually am, my anger goes elsewhere as does my fear but this is a venue to drain both obliquely.
I have begun my studies in education and I am appalled by how easy things are, how low the bar is set is it any wonder they seek people with additional qualifications for administration, this is not to belittle those who have come before such as the John but rather to rant at the difference in the effort needed between Arts and Ed, I had to work my ass off to do well in Classics. Long papers hard work and reading of a scale shocking to me in retrospect. Here I have some short readings that talk about FEELINGS I have to write about the place Jesus has in my life as a teacher.
Yeah I am a little disenheartend, this is the path I have chosen for my life and I will do it.
I am too worried to Rant, God Bless those who need it another Rosary and sleep for me.