Archive for November, 2007

Active mental upload

Saturday, November 24th, 2007

Life mode: Giddy

I am thinking again and apparently dreaming as I seemed to have done the falling dream wake up when I fell asleep with Leah here. Was that a sentence? Aw well, so its 2:00Am and I worked tonight, so slow I read up on Cyberpunk stuff for almost a full hour. But I do have a better idea of what I am going to do with that now I am thinking of really building a huge overlapping story underlining the Nihilism of the Cyberpunk existence, with no value is there real life? Yeah all “Big QUESTIONS”. Papers are done for the year, now is the drive to not Fail CompSci, this class has me very much backed up to the wall, I have two days to figure out the Labs I did not understand and go flunk out of the lab final monday. I just don’t care about the class, it is a ton of work for a requirement that has since become pointless.

On the Lady front, cause people keep asking. Things are still great. She seems to genuinely like me, this often seems unnatural and impossible to me but yet it still is. I lose myself in her eyes, I do not remember this happening before. I feel safe which I have not in years. She makes everything better.

I am being Mellow, trying not to worry so much. Leah has filled those hours I spent here doing little and I could not be happier. I miss her when she is not here.

Well I am too tired for staying awake.

{Crossposted to LJ}

Also should I change the font here to make it look better and would anyone want a seprate “In the course of my current game feed” and if so how the hell would I do that?

Now we talk about the happens

Tuesday, November 20th, 2007

Well its official I am Blogging in PoliSci now, Thank you Microsoft Office ‘08.

So just a brief info download and then maybe other ranting,

I have a young lady in my life for the first time in sometime, her name is Leah, I met her thru Ann of the Kirby. We have been hanging out MWF for an hour or so a day and have been talking for weeks. This Saturday we were at the New City dancing it up. It was hot so I offered a walk and we kissed, very romantic. We then walked around for Hours that night. We have decided to date. YAYs.

She is Classics here at the UofA, lives in St. Albert she is also a huge nerd and those of you who roleplay with moi will be seeing her more as she seems very interested in my “Maybe Cyberpunk Maybe Mechwarrior” game. She is a great match to me so far, and she seems a great match with my friends as well, as an added bonus she is gorgeous. I know a true triple win.

I trust her, I know I do and I am so happy to be able to have someone so great become interested in me. I worry but it is what I do. We shall see in the coming weeks, Fingers crossed.

As well there was a 3 Day period I did not sleep at home between helping the Bobbi and other things. Thursday I stayed up all night keeping the Bobbi on task for her assignment, Friday I forgot my keys when I went to work and thank gawd I got a ride home with Lil Jenn and Ty, Thanks to Ty for the Bed. Then Saturday night Leah and myself began to date and we stayed up all night without sleep talking, getting to know each other. So basically Sunday morning football was in a complete fog but man what a win, between me and Leah deciding to date and that amazing game, Sunday November 18th is the best day ever.

Wow

Monday, November 19th, 2007

What a weekend, I still lack time to speak of it but I shall soon.