Life mode: Giddy
I am thinking again and apparently dreaming as I seemed to have done the falling dream wake up when I fell asleep with Leah here. Was that a sentence? Aw well, so its 2:00Am and I worked tonight, so slow I read up on Cyberpunk stuff for almost a full hour. But I do have a better idea of what I am going to do with that now I am thinking of really building a huge overlapping story underlining the Nihilism of the Cyberpunk existence, with no value is there real life? Yeah all “Big QUESTIONS”. Papers are done for the year, now is the drive to not Fail CompSci, this class has me very much backed up to the wall, I have two days to figure out the Labs I did not understand and go flunk out of the lab final monday. I just don’t care about the class, it is a ton of work for a requirement that has since become pointless.
On the Lady front, cause people keep asking. Things are still great. She seems to genuinely like me, this often seems unnatural and impossible to me but yet it still is. I lose myself in her eyes, I do not remember this happening before. I feel safe which I have not in years. She makes everything better.
I am being Mellow, trying not to worry so much. Leah has filled those hours I spent here doing little and I could not be happier. I miss her when she is not here.
Well I am too tired for staying awake.
{Crossposted to LJ}
Also should I change the font here to make it look better and would anyone want a seprate “In the course of my current game feed” and if so how the hell would I do that?