I am tired in a way that only weeks of exams can bring, best of all I am building up to THE NEXT BATCH right now, to call me tickled pink would be incorrect, indeed frothing with rage is not appropriate either. Instead I am drained. I have stopped sleeping and only lay in bed tossing wracked by strange dreams and weirder idea’s. I want this to be over, yes I partied Saturday cause I needed to FEEL like it could be done, like an end to this is even possible. This stygian nightmare will be done till finals, which will not be as bad due to the end of my night class coming weeks before. YAY only a 4 way mental sodomy on that week. I guess it beats 5. It would help if I had clue 1 as to what in the hell is going on in CompSci that will be rectified this week but seriously what the hell was I thinking, 4 is hard, 5 is a GODDAMNED nightmare. I have papers soon PAPERS. Thank the gawds that so many are first year classes I have been putting off. Of course I wish they did not have to be done this year either, but by FUCKING GOD I will finish this BA this year, I am tired of feeling like I am spinning my wheels and watching everyone else have lives and futures while I live in a educational Uterus awaiting birth as a human worthy of contact. Well enough of this preamble, I am to eat and then off to write.