Archive for May, 2007

Expounding

Sunday, May 27th, 2007

People don’t realize how stupid Tv used to be back in the 70’s, when you compare the idiotic plots and premises that were the norm back then you realize why Star Trek is still popular today. It was totally different from the tripe that came before it and after. Lost in Space aside (And even that was ridiculously underwritten) name one show in the Sci Fi genre from the 60’s and 70’s that is not pure crap. “Space:1999″ is not terribly written and the acting is reasonable, but the initial premise is ridiculous, best of all it goes thru a “Star Trek: Voyager” faze where the MOON is thrown thru space time to other star systems. Yeah the moon, but the writing and idea’s beat out alot of “Battlestar Galactica”’s bizzare plots. Have you seen the weird white android guys, thats all I am going to say along with comedy releif or just plain annoying you decide. If you could get the writers from “Space:1999″ to write a “Battlestar: Galactica” scrip. Or is that the modern Battlestar show? I dunno I am a season behind but seriously DRAMA DRAMA. I mean I am glad that the Sci Fi television world has matured and is less likely to expect the veiwers to swallow complete and utter crap at the opening stage of the program. Zoom: Moon the Space Ship, this was easier to swallow than a space ship, how stupid were people in the 70’s?

Other news of a Blogging nature, I am single again having parted ways with Ashley, I dunno what to say about that whole thing but it was nice and I am glad we are still going to be friends….. I think.

well I should make some dinner I will try to be better about Blogging and the Quality of said Blog.

Who are we?

Monday, May 7th, 2007

I am thinking on a negative stream again, work and everything is good and I am blessed by having a woman in my life once again but again the duality of nature has been on my mind. I know for a fact that the Bryan that most of you know is not truly me but rather an amalgamation of Bryan’s more social tendancies and positive behavior packaged in a nice guy and presented to the mass market humanity. How much of how I appear is a lie propagated to make people comfortable? I am a hard man on some issues, I think Death for crime is reasonable and that in the long run many killed today could save more tommorow. I don’t know how I came to feel that the ends justify the means but I do know now that its the only way that makes sense. I avoid talking about these things, lord help me I have almost stopped ranting, I didn’t test well. I find myself repressed the wild chains of behavior severed by the cooperative hand of medicine. Its not making me less depressed but rather the extreems of emotion that made my life bearable are gone replaced with a constant down.  I don’t care about history, school or much of my life even football, which should have me high as a kite is at best a mediocre interest. I would rather be mercurial and parinoid. The Goddamn doctor closes before I am done work, making the meds a part of life for the time being.

Maybe the Housewarming will cheer me.