Yeah I didn’t get the job, no real shock there the massive nepotism complex was something I refused to be a part of and lets be honest I would have work the whole year to break their hold on things and return Safewalk to some semblance of its former glory. Now to go apply for a variety of rather painful occupations and try to make enough money or find a year long compatible job so I can survive over the year. I have a paper due tommorow that is pretty much done and another that I want done monday that is nothing at this point, but once they are done I have a single exam and this nightmare of a semester is over and I can refocus on getting my BA.
Things on the mental front are deteriorating and now with no incentive to hide the slope has become steeper, Dang. In good news I am once more able to sleep 10 hours a night, the bad news is this only seems to happen when I plan to sleep 8. Ah well, I took today off work because I am just not up to it today, a day free will allow me to work and maybe acheive something of value as far as school work goes. We shall see.
I may write a letter here but in the end this is my place and I am glad to be back from censoring myself, Poland has fallen and all the world waits hoping that will be all.
Oh my… those poor naive bastards.
When they see Russia roll through Germany, they always think that’s where it’ll end
Civilization III for the win!