Someone just came online on MSN and it reminded me of the last time I was with a woman. Is it odd that I totally forgot about that evening and the woman involved? Although it was a one night stand as per her needs I am still kinda baffled as to why it would leave my mind altogether. It was rather pleasant if cramped and that in itself should lend it some noteriety in my mind. Instead nothing until I logged in and saw her on the chat list for the first time in sometime. Was I blocked? Who knows, perhaps she did not want to be reminded of that night. I suppose all that says about me is that I sought to forget as well. The whole thing was very “On the impulse” starting with a bizzre MSN conversation, and ending with an equally bizzare act of Coitus in the back of my parents mini van. I mean it was good and all but I wanted to date her, and all she wanted from me is sex. Now she just don’t talk to me at all. Typical.
This is life, we all have to live it. But somedays I really wish the road was not so hard and so GAWDAMNED long.
I did not plan to get all sad over this, but here we are.
If you think the road of life sucks, you should get on the train of thought. Talk about a fucking dive.