Its been a week, hell pretty much 2 weeks since I have been in this class. All part and partial of me doing well from here on out I need to be here. It seems like my drowsyness has been reduced by taking my meds even earlier and falling asleep even earluer at night as well. In Chem today we covered what we did in our lab last week bringing up the question : Why are the labs not associated in a closer manner with the Class. I really enjoyed teaching myself how to do things for the lab when the class had told me NOTHING up this point.
I can feel the Anxiety inside me but its like a mile and a half away. Its a very odd sensation the good news is that running is not nearly worth the effort to do. Where would I even go? the sooner I get used to being here agin the more likely I can bull out of this manic state I have been in and do well in my classes for the remainder of the semester.
I am doing my best to blend intody so that it will appear that I have been here more than I have . I don’t think it is the workin.