Edutainment with Ranting

I needed to say that for various reasons mostly because I am in rare form tonight, well yesterday from the end of rocky till bed I was a lean mean freak out machine. I should go on but peeps are here and well you know how it is..

The world just got a little smaller, James Brown is dead.

Remember always his way we shall never see his like since, Rock on your crazy madman.

Did some shopping had an offer of sex and had to help console a friend all in one night. As an added bonus I was pulled over on the drive home(Parents) on the Whitemud. Officer said I was going just under 100 in an 80, I said I was going bout 55mph which I thought was close but I was trying to pace the guy ahead. The officer gave me the regular rigamarole (where you going anything to drink ect) and lets me off with a warning and tells me my ID needs to be repaced due to my photo being distorted. I thanked him wished him a merry Christmas and dodged a few hundred dollar ticket. Although it was actually on Saturday, I am going to count Friday as a good day. Well wanted to do this before I went to sleep so there you are. As well exams are done and I got a B+ in Roman Africa. He must have liked the paper.

Well I dropped one to the Ravens but at least we were involved. Bah. Now I am trapped at my parents tonight and tommorow I may get a ride home, just in time to spend the whole day prepping for my Classics final. Yeah. I have two books to read plus the online notes. I should do Ok I think Maybe.

Really annoyed by my family. Really annoyed by being stuck out here in the park.

Should be going to Calgary for New Years but we shall see

for the time being I am focused on getting the is last test done DAMMIT>

So I have this venue I should make use of it right?

I am totally unfocused right now, it just seems so unimportant. I mean I have what is starting to be quite a bit to do and still I am unfocused. I have today and tommorow to do the takehome and then I should be able to smash my way thru the reading for History. And then write and exam study for the next and I am done. Ding.

Then work wants me to work. I don’t want to work. I want to work on the Lincoln I want to go somewhere. I want to Vacation DAMMIT.

Focus FOCUS FOCUS. I want this to be done sooner and procrastination does not go well with success. I am determined… Most of the time. I wonder alot why I do this why I stick by a path based on people long gone.  Why do I not declare tis for my own. Maybe its because I know I would not be doing this for me. So on some scale I still do it for her although I will never see her again.

I have done all this to be a better person to be a better me. But some nights… Hell some days I look at this and go why? Why do I suffer thru this crap thru this work so I can, what be done? Such foolishness. I sit here going into debt so I can have a peice of paper that says BA and another with BEd. Its close now. I think it might be worth it, it may be the path to the life I want. I may not have done everything I wanted to do. But I wanted to be better than I was and I am now and I have more to go.

Time off may solve the funk, or it may not. I dunno. I have 48hrs to finish this take home and I am going to put a few hours into reading tonight.

Yeah it a funk but always I go on. I don’t always know why, but I always do.

Had Sushi with Rachel, Colin and Frank tonight and discussed the bizzarity of the Nick & Ashley Situation, I mean how did that happen? Does my couch have special powers? How on earth do I press these powers into my own service???? I mean seriously what the hell. Why and how has my home become a singles bar?

I like Robot Chicken way too much also I need new Venture Brothers and ROME to keep me amused. That is all.

This was quite the weekend, had everybody over on Friday for drinking fun and although there were noteable missing faces Jarred and Kevin I am staring at you. Yeah. Got my drunk on in a big way and a good time was had by all. Saturday I was dragged to the park to re register the Continental so my bro can use it while his Truck is in the shop. I stayed ou there and did little and then Sunday we redid the Starter returning her to full operation. I now have my car back. Still parked in Sherwood Park when I live in Edmonton but she is safer there anyhow, I mean how long till someone steals my cassette deck? I mean I need that for making horrific nonsense noises while i try to drive. Not music…. It doesn’t seem to do that.

Also really need to fix the leak around the windsheild

damn miss installed windsheild letting the rain in.